Well, I kicked and screamed and thought I'd go down with a fight. Instead, I have found I have an opportunity to start my life over. I might be young, but I've made some less than desirable decisions already.
Starting today, I'm putting the last 4 years behind me. My girlfriend doesn't want me around. I tried to make peace, but all she wants is war. So that's fine, I'm starting to see she was not a very good person anyway. So I've decided to completely move on and I won't take her back even if she tries.
I'm also not going to go back to Walla Walla University. I love the people and the school, but I think its best if I seek other options. For now, I'm going back to Colorado and might take CS classes at the local community college. Once I complete that, I'll find a job and work on getting my full CS degree.
In the mean time, I'm playing things by ear. I'll wait and see what happens and try to build a good foundation for my life this time around. This time, I'm building a foundation based around me, not around me and another person. That was a huge mistake last time.
So the future is looking good again. I guess you could say I'm back, but then again, its more like I'm dead and a new person has taken my place. Its the kind of person I liked better anyways.
Thursday, March 31, 2011
Tuesday, February 8, 2011
What is reality? Part I
Have you ever stopped for a moment and really looked at life? Have you ever wondered what it means for something to be real? How can you tell the difference between reality and fantasy?
I'm not a psychologist, and I don't really have solid answers to the above questions, but I plan to post my musings on such questions and related ideas on this blog.
While I don't really have any answers for these questions, I do think about them a lot. My concept of reality is events flowing along the time stream. Reality is defined by events that occur in sequence along the time stream, and therefore really happen in our universe.
But how can one discern between the "real" universe and fantasy universes (such as dreams). This is something that I still haven't fully figured out. If a fantasy universe contained enough real elements and could feel real, how could a person know for sure that it isn't really a reality. For that matter, why can't there be multiple realities happening almost simultaneously?
For now, I'll continue to dwell on this topic and hopefully in the future I'll have more to share. In the meantime, leave your comments below, or you can contact me on Google Buzz or Twitter.
I'm not a psychologist, and I don't really have solid answers to the above questions, but I plan to post my musings on such questions and related ideas on this blog.
While I don't really have any answers for these questions, I do think about them a lot. My concept of reality is events flowing along the time stream. Reality is defined by events that occur in sequence along the time stream, and therefore really happen in our universe.
But how can one discern between the "real" universe and fantasy universes (such as dreams). This is something that I still haven't fully figured out. If a fantasy universe contained enough real elements and could feel real, how could a person know for sure that it isn't really a reality. For that matter, why can't there be multiple realities happening almost simultaneously?
For now, I'll continue to dwell on this topic and hopefully in the future I'll have more to share. In the meantime, leave your comments below, or you can contact me on Google Buzz or Twitter.
Friday, February 4, 2011
Welcome
Welcome to my new blog. I decided now that there's an Android app, I'll start a new blog for personal use. I'll be talking about many things on this blog, sometimes tech, sometimes life, but hopefully always something that is useful. I'll be repurposing superlinkx.com, and aatechnology will get an overhaul soon.
So sit back, relax, and stay tuned for more developments.
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